not so much revival as waking up from a long coma, but not only was i lazy but i also forgot my password 'for more than a year?!' you ask? well, i did say i was lazy
i also hated to write on deviantart cause even though criticism is good to an extent, it still makes you feel like the work you thought was so beautiful is now just full of crap.. (that is when you yourself dont think its crap ofcourse!).. and so i didnt bother writing online after the first deviation was ripped apart.. anyway considering im friendlier(?) with some of the people who are likely to comment and dont care about the rest, i think im ready to put up my beautiful crap!
i am not very poetic, not a woman of complex words or even an artist but i still love to write so i shall put it all up here and then see how it goes.

cheers you guys!..im back.